Monday, February 18, 2008

What's New

So in the past 2 weeks I have broken my foot, had Valentine's Day, and possibly sold my car. 2 good, 1 bad. So a week and a half ago, I was kicked on the side of the foot playing open play soccer, just pickup, while a guy was trying to shoot. I immediately felt the top half of my foot twist inward and I knew I had done something to myself. Kind of frustrating given that it was only pickup soccer, and not a serious game. But oh well, I'll live to play again. It is actually just a chipped bone, and not a fracture, FYI. But I'm wearing a silly foot boot thingy that I can't quite figure out how the heck its supposed to help me but either way I'm wearing that during the day, and icing it at night. I should be good in a couple of weeks.

Well even with a broken foot, I played a football game on Saturday, and I have to say it was the funnest game I have ever been a part of. We lost the game 28-27 to the Salt Lake Sting in the UIFL indoor football league at the Olympic Speed Skating Oval. So I was definitely not intending on playing in this game all week last week. I called the quarterback Jeff Wissler to tell him of my injury and that I would not be playing since my foot was so swolen and I didn't want to risk hurting it even more. I had just left him a message as he didn't answer my call. Well, he didn't call me back until 2 hours before the game to see if I was gonna play. I told him "No, my foot is still swollen". He seemed disappointed but understood, since I was injured. So Brittney and I were going to go get some dinner, and as I was getting ready, I took a couple of practice swings in my bedroom and my foot actually felt OK. I'm not sure if having a tighter shoe on helped or what, so I put on my indoor soccer shoes to see how it would feel, and it felt good. I could still tell I was hurt but not enough to keep me from kicking a few extra points-20 yrd field goal. It was 5:45 and the game was at 6:30. So I walked in the living room and told Britt, that I felt really bad missing this game. It was the quarterfinals and they were counting on me, and I didn't want to let them down. So I threw my stuff together as quick as I could & we flew to the game. We didn't get there until 15 min til kickoff. As I walked in the door, I saw Jeff, and he took a big sigh and told me how relieved he was that I was there and how much stress I had taken off of him. That obviously made me feel good, and I didn't want to let them down. They were already so thrilled that I could possibly help them out.

I didn't even really get to warm up. I put the ball on the kickoff tee and kicked 2 balls before the horn blew for the teams to get ready for kickoff. I stretched on the sidelines, and we scored on our first possession. I went out to kick nice and calm, really not worrying about anything. I felt good, my foot and my previously injured groin felt good. The kick was good, and I was excited. Now in this league, if your kickoff makes it through the uprights they give you an extra point. Keep in mind that the field is only 50 yds long plus 8 yd end zones, and the field goals are only 10 ft apart. So this isn't all that easy to make. In total I kicked 2 extra points, 1 field goal, and 3 out of 5 kickoff through. Not bad for a guy with a broken foot and no warmup. But I need to tell you about the end of the game. We were down by 8 points with a minute left. We were stopped for short gains on our first 2 possessions, then on the 3rd our quarterback scrambled backwards trying to avoid 2 guys trying to sack him, and he launched the ball 40 yds in to the endzone and one of our guys slipped right past 3 defenders to catch the ball. Touchdown. That made it 26-28. We were down 2 points. We had a choice, go for a 2 point conversion or chance kicking the extra point and going for the point on kickoff. At this point I had missed only one kickoff. So they asked me what we should do, and I told them it was their choice. So I kicked. I nailed my extra point right down the middle. 27-28. All I had to do was make the kickoff. I set up my ball and was nice and relaxed, confident in my ability to make this kick. It is a 58 yd kick trying for a 10 ft gap, but I was 3-4 for that day. I just take my field goal steps cause distance isn't a problem at that spot, plus I'm kicking off of an elevated tee. I kicked the ball square on and it was heading right down the middle, but it started to hook at the end and missed by 1 foot. Just barely outside the pole. Ah man, that was close. Well the other team got the ball and tried 2 plays, the first a run, and the second a pass. On the last play, the quarterback threw the ball right at his man and it went through the receivers hands and right into our guys hands. Interception. There was 4 seconds left, we are down 27-28. They send me out to attempt a 50 yd field goal. The first game winning field goal I have ever had to attempt. You know I was calm, not nervous. I realized after my Utah career was over that life always goes on after footbal, regardless of the outcome. This was something I never understood while playing college football. Football was my life, my happiness, my sadness. Well this day I told myself not to think twice about it. Brittney was in the stands, and she would love me regardless. My family was still alive and doing well and that is worth more than any football game. So these thoughts helped me in my preparation for the field goal. I lined up, took a deep breath, looked at the field goal poles, and glanced at my holder and told him, "Ready". I wait for movement from the snap and the line to give me the go ahead to approach. I immediately saw that the snap was rolled in stead of thrown, and the holder/quarterback just fell on the ball. So, my first and only opportunity, became the opposite, a lack of an opportunity. Oh well. The coaches on the other team are the coaches of the new Utah Saints Professional Indoor team that will be playing at the Oval. It was a good outing and they asked me if I would come out, and I told them to give me a couple weeks to fully heal, and I would come out and compete with any kicker they currently have. I'm excited to play again. I miss the football camaraderie.

Tuesday, February 5, 2008

A little frustrated

So I just got back from my set of Monday night Indoor soccer games, and I obviously am bugged and would not be able to go to sleep. I am 28 yrs old and I still have the competitive bug in me. I still consider myself to be in good shape. Good enough shape to compete at a very high level. I wouldn't mind trying out for the Utah mens state select team. I've even thrown around the idea of taking a few classes at SLCC and playing soccer with them.

It all comes down to this. I enjoy playing sports with unselfish players. People who have skill, or little skill, it doesn't matter. Its those who would rather run harder, or make an extra pass, or give up their body for the team, or another player. I have always said I would take a team full of hustlers who aren't as skilled, than play on a team full of skilled ball hogs. Unfortunately I get a little frustrated sometimes. I play on a few teams and its funny how the team that I have the most hustle when it comes to my teammates is the team with the fewest soccer players. Those guys run their guts off, and they aren't even in soccer shape. It just frustrates me to the umpteenth degree playing with selfish players. In basketball, football, soccer, any team sport I can't stand it.

I personally would take on the whole team dribbling a soccer ball just to give it another guy for the goal if that were how the game would be played. I play with a couple of guys who get on me for being to unselfish. They want me to be more aggressive and create for the team. I guess I just hope that others see how easy sports are when you play as a team and help create opportunity's in the game by being unselfish. Here is a simple question. Doesn't a basketball or football or soccer ball move faster when it is passed. Isn't it easier to get from one end to the other by passing. Then why is it that every damn team I play on consist of someone who wants to just run with it or dribble it the whole length when our team is standing there, visibly open waiting for a pass, and yet...run, run, run, dribble, dribble, dribble.....I seriously get so irked by this...I know how much my teammates see my frustration and don't understand it. Well, I guess I do take it serious. I'm still in good shape. Why should I have to concede that. Should I get out of shape so I can just take it easy. I don't want that. I wouldn't want that. I plan on being in competitive shape for a long time.